Vision clouded by true hearts desire
Truth unchanging under weight of time
Barbed inside with lust and hate
Smooth lacquer finish, opaque frame
Wishes of death and flame abound
Muffled killing of hidden whispers
Black painting red absent a sound
Comforting close, quicker the end
Time is a very naughty mistress
Separate breeding apathy and mistrust
Together desensitized shadow of lust
Slow tortuous passing, lonely despair
Swiftly stripping happiness bare
Troubled tinkerer, streaming life
Muted chaos, creator of strife
Once a lover, forever friends
Patiently waiting the worlds end
There are nights I lie awake, holding onto lingering thoughts of better days.
Though I know those times cannot return, the nostalgia takes hold.
Crushing down on my heart with unbearable weight, full of regret and longing.
Late as it is, this apology inside wants to break free.
What can I give to make up for all those years of misery and pain.
Healing wounds do not scar, but leave perfect unbroken skin.
Hiding the festering wound inside, never abating in its torment.
Red mosaic on unbroken skin
falling shadows taking in
tracing forbidden kisses
black on white stitches
all these lies and love
steeled rain high above
hands shatter, frosted lips
light touch of fingertips
soul burning in ecstasy
forgotten pride instantly
amidst pleasure never tried
while you were still alive.
Sometimes in the still of night
listening to the wind whisper
fists clenched with knuckles white
the pain and fear come back again.
Veins turned to molten ice
heart stops with every breath
that vacant spot you once filled
occupied now, by thoughts of death.
Our love is like fire in the desert
Bright and fierce with nothing to put it out
Never rains in this world of ours
Keep burning in this lovely never-ending drought
Vision clouded by true hearts desire
Truth unchanging under weight of time
Barbed inside with lust and hate
Smooth lacquer finish, opaque frame
Wishes of death and flame abound
Muffled killing of hidden whispers
Black painting red absent a sound
Comforting close, quicker the end
Time is a very naughty mistress
Separate breeding apathy and mistrust
Together desensitized shadow of lust
Slow tortuous passing, lonely despair
Swiftly stripping happiness bare
Troubled tinkerer, streaming life
Muted chaos, creator of strife
Once a lover, forever friends
Patiently waiting the worlds end
There are nights I lie awake, holding onto lingering thoughts of better days.
Though I know those times cannot return, the nostalgia takes hold.
Crushing down on my heart with unbearable weight, full of regret and longing.
Late as it is, this apology inside wants to break free.
What can I give to make up for all those years of misery and pain.
Healing wounds do not scar, but leave perfect unbroken skin.
Hiding the festering wound inside, never abating in its torment.
Red mosaic on unbroken skin
falling shadows taking in
tracing forbidden kisses
black on white stitches
all these lies and love
steeled rain high above
hands shatter, frosted lips
light touch of fingertips
soul burning in ecstasy
forgotten pride instantly
amidst pleasure never tried
while you were still alive.
Sometimes in the still of night
listening to the wind whisper
fists clenched with knuckles white
the pain and fear come back again.
Veins turned to molten ice
heart stops with every breath
that vacant spot you once filled
occupied now, by thoughts of death.
Our love is like fire in the desert
Bright and fierce with nothing to put it out
Never rains in this world of ours
Keep burning in this lovely never-ending drought
Current Residence: MS Favourite genre of music: Dance Favourite style of art: CG Operating System: Windows/Linux MP3 player of choice: Droid Razr Wallpaper of choice: None Favourite cartoon character: Anything Anime Personal Quote: F*ck it
No idea why today is reckoning... Made it feel more awesome and less boring. Was tired of that huge journal cluttering up my space so decided to write stuff...
Tomorrow I get to go volunteer for this music festival, telling people where to sit and to stfu and stuff. If I wasn't asked to do it I probably wouldnt, but meh. At least its an indoor performance.
Now to watch more Bones and wait for my dinner date(not actually a date but going out with people)
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness...
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights...
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain...
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds
[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street...
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects...
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car...
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men...
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking...
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers...
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society...
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched...
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders...
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers...
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunde
So much stuff is going on it's exciting. I ordered the starcraft2 zerg messenger bag for 20 bucks off the normal price off of amazon. I also got a honekoneko doll off of play-asia for 28 bucks or so w00t! Looking forward to taking a train ride and going traveling a bit later this summer. Also need to see the new POTC soon. :D
Started watching A-Channel so my anime list now has 18 currently airing animes!
Noone ever reads these but it's nice to write here every now and then...
thanks~ It is telling how epic my birthday is when I'm just now getting back into my normal routine... Met up with my bff I hadnt seen in 5 years. So many yager bombs...